Others to be the best that what i am!

I live in reality but i hav my own fantasy.there is pain in my eyes bt shine in my smile,i lose alot bt still live to fight another day.everythng around me is down bt still i never lose hope.i am hated by a few bt loved by alot more.i am outspoken yet so shy.i am not a beast thats why i love peace.i am nt the best bt i alwayz help others to be the best that what i am!